Today, and since the day I found out about you, I have loved you. I am done fearing you might not be here tomorrow. Today, you are here, and so am I, and I get to grow you a little more everyday. Today, I love you, and if you were to leave, I would never love you any less.
Growing you has been hard on my body and heart, my little one. Maybe I should tell my doctor that my heart has been growing out of love since I found out about you. In some moments of weakness, Im not sure how we're going to pull through these next 7 months. I wish I could give you a strong house to grow in. I dont feel like my body is a safe place for you, and I wish I could just have you now.
You still dont feel real, which makes all this even harder. I cant wait to feel you kick. I have already seen your heart. It was beautiful. (It better be stronger than mine!) I cant wait to see your sweet little face. Be safe in there, little one.
You are half an inch, little baby. Yet you are more important to me than anything else. Im honored to tote you around where ever I go.
Stay where you're at til you're ready to meet us. Grow strong. Grow a good heart. And have a ball this week since its the first time you'll move on your own. I love you with all my heart, my little angel.
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