Ohh My!

As of next month... we will be ttc! Im so excited to start this little adventure with Jeff. We both want to be parents so bad! We've actually been really loosely trying since August, but our schedules are so hectic! The small windows we've had have not been baby friendly. Waking up at 3, opposing schedules, and sickness dont help matters. And next month our schedules slow down, we're moving to Cedar where we will be inside alot more, and we will be going on vacation! I know Im 21 and its bad freak yourself out (babies dont like stress!) But I am slightly worried about some things like... getting huge!


not knowing what to do with the poor baby

Negative pregnancy tests... Tossing my cookies every morning And TWINS! Oh my gosh! Both of my grandparents are twins, and I think 1 baby is quite enough for me to handle! But I really really want this. I think me and Jeff will make awesome parents(even with red eyes) with beautiful babies(even though they smell like their diaper). My family averages a baby every 6 years or so so that means Ive been with 3.5 babies in my lifetime! But seriously, between Hannah, Emily, Sam, and spending many weeks with my 3 brothers in sisters in Georgia, Im pretty sure I think I have an IDEA of what to expect. A teency one.

Everyone and their mother tells me to wait to have babies when they here Im a newlywed. If I had dreams of becoming a professional, or travelling, or studying abroad, of course Id wait. My dream has always been to be a mom. And I know things will change between me and Jeff, but thats just another thing in a marriage that takes work. And we've already been through alot. Every trial makes us stronger. Ive dreamed about being a mommy since I knew I could be one. I cannot wait to find out that Im pregnant with our baby. Keep yall posted!


and ps this is my all time favorite mommy song. I cried the first time i heard it.